BAIKLAH, Ini terakhir. JANJIIII!!!

Aaaah setelah beberapa kali gagal dgn janji untuk gak posting hal-hal menye, kali ini gw janji ini terakhir kali.. Janjiiiii....!!! Mgkn beberapa org yg baca blog gw, pasti bkln ngebayangin gw si anak sedih yang pikirannya cuma cinta2an doang.. Pffttt, gak sih.. ini cuma buat mengurangi kadar keacakadutan hati gw aja. Daripada banyak2 ngetweet di twitter, mending habis2an deh nulis di blog. Bukannya mau pencitraan tp ga semua orang pgn denger atau tau ttg apa yg lo rasain. Some people do care but some don't.. Bener gak sih?? Apalagi masalah hati, yg adanya org bkln ketawa2 liat timeline gw. Kdg suka ga habis pikir, kenapa bisa ya mentok2an sm satu org ini. Ganteng itu relatif kan, tp klo untuk di sedihin segininya sih ga worth it juga doi.. Tapi ada beberapa hal yang bisa gw Pelajari dari semua ini. Satu) untuk gak terlalu cepat percaya sama orang. Krn kita ga tau apa yg ada dibalik semuanya. Diiihh hubungan2 underground ini bikin uring2an. Ya mgkn itu gw aja. Terlalu loyo anaknya. 2) seberapa sanggup lo bertahan untuk syg sm org wlwpun lo tau hubungan ini gak bkln kemana2. 3) maaan, cowok itu mulutnya pait kaya sayur pare. 4) dan terakhir, gw bukan org yg seneng aja punya hbgn gak jelas gini. Yaa bukannya minta dikawinin juga. Tp masih kuno aja anaknya. Harus diperjelas gt statusnya. Oh ya 1 lg, i dont get it kalo cowok being nice to everyone deh. Sampe2 ga bisa bedain yg mana being nice yg mana flirting. Hadeeeh! Dibilang bodoh ya memang bodoh. Semua orang jg pernah jadi bodoh cuma gara2 sayang2an ibi dan itu selalunya sm org yang salah. Yang beda cuma cerita dan gimana cara mereka ngelewatinnya aja. Sama kaya lagu2nya Adele yg bikin kita pgn loncat dari fly-over, kan. Rasa2nya kok ya si adele tau gitu apa yg kita rasain. Padahal emang kasus patah hati itu dimana2 sama aja. Klo ga di selingkuhin, digantungin, diputusin baik2 krn ga disetujin org tua atau apalah yg semua org pasti pernah ngerasain. Bedanya cm gmn mereka ngelewatinnya doang. Hihihih ini pendapat gw yg sotoy aja sih. Weeekk! Walaupun blm sadar sepenuhnya, tetapi beruntungnya gw punya org2 yg dgn baik hati selalu nginetin gw untuk gak jadi org yg lebih bodoh lagi. Yayayaaaaa thanks to Melanie org yg gak perna bosen dengerin semuanya. Dari mulai Nangis2 di disko, sampe bbm yg isinya cm bilang rindu luar biasaaa. Itu anak jg udh ga mikirin gw lg gitu, boro2 mikirin, udh brp cewek yg dibuat patah hati mgkn bbrp bln ini. Diiih! Coba deh bayangin, di hidup lo yg masih panjang ini (amiiin) lo bakalan ngelewatin putus cinta putus cinta yang lebih menyedihkan dari ini dan lo bakalan ngelakuin hal2 bodoh lagi cuma krn lo sayang sama satu org. Jadiii, udh deh.. Doa banyak2 sm tuhan biar dikasi kemudahan buat move on. Sometimes, the things we can't change end up changing us. Dan mudah2an menjadi lebih baik yaa.. Amiiiiin! :)

Thankyou Melanie

Love and Hate

It’s the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on. And when you want to move on, but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same.

OH! it's what u do to me..

Sad isn’t it? How no matter what you do or say to me… when you come running back… when you need me again… I’ll be here… right here waiting for you, I’ll take you back… no questions asked. Sad isn’t it?

in the name of "nothingness"

Sudahlah sudahlah hanny! Pasti tuhan punya rencana yang jauh lebih kece nantinya... Percayalah! :)

Datang lagi Raja

EYE IN THE SKY

Don't think sorry's easily said. Don't try turning tables instead. You've taken lots of chances before. But I ain't gonna give anymore. Don't ask me. That's how it goes. Cause part of me knows what you're thinkin'. Don't say words you're gonna regret. Don't let the fire rush to your head. I've heard the accusation before. And I ain't gonna take any more. Believe me, The sun in your eyes, Made some of the lies worth believing. I am the eye in the sky. Looking at you. I can read your mind I am the maker of rules. Dealing with fools. I can cheat you blind. And I don't need to see anymore To know that. I can read your mind, Looking at you. Don't leave false illusions behind. Don't cry I ain't changing my mind. So find another fool like before. 'Cause I ain't gonna live anymore believing Some of the lies while all of the signs are deceiving ♪♬ ♪♬

where is the good in goodbye?

It's so hard to say goodbye to what we had. The good times that made us laugh. Outweigh the bad And if we get to see tomorrow. Oh I hope it's worth all the wait. Cause it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday. This is the afterlife party. And if you wanna party with me. Just slip into some pjs And bring your favorite movie. I don't know where this road. Is going to lead. All I know is where we've been, And what we've been through. And I'll take with me the memories. To be my sunshine after the rain. It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

Stop fooling ur self. Because world doesn't stop for ur grief